The Journey, Day 15

Under attack, but trying to press on. Would appreciate your prayers.

This Journey, Day 13

One thing that I wanted to instill in my girls while they we're growing up was to always tell the truth. One thing I despise is a liar.

I have a confession.........I feel like I have to be truthful. I had such a stinking rotten day I was just about to not only not write a post tonight but stop this journey altogether, yup, I was ready to pull it over to the side of the road, throw the keys out the window, get out and walk away. Satan attacked me from every side, I couldn't believe it. It started as soon as I walked into my office. I had people needing this and that, and did you forget this and what about these people did you add them to the distribution, my computer isn't working can you get someone over here? Can you whip up my org chart with these changes? I'll just stand here and wait. Then a very sweet guy I work with brought me a bowl of caramel corn, yeah that's right caramel corn. I told him I couldn't and that he could take it back or I would bring the bowl home for Todd. Then there was the can you email me this? can you mail this? did you mail this? Can you create this? Can you have this Data Board Made by printing? Did my new cpu come in? Will you order these supplies? I need a shoe voucher, do we have more paper? on and on and one till I thought I was going to go crazy. Then the final straw Why isn't my title, Quality Engineer, by my name on the org. chart? I thought I was going to blow, but I walked away. I went back to my desk and told God, " I need you Lord, I need you to help me not punch that lady" I had bad thoughts, I fought them back went back and told her that the org. chart was the way the Director wanted it, and that as soon as I could talk with him I would tell him you concern. Anger is a hard thing for me and I was and am ashamed of myself for letting her junk effect me the way it did.

I shared this with my awesome husband and he told me to continue on the battle of abiding and taking every evil thought captive and turning it over to him. Our bible study centered on abiding in him, and how the Holy Spirit comes to our aid.

It was just what I needed to get me back on the road, pressing forward and keeping my eyes on my guide.

Till Next Time, God's Blessings

Jackie

This Journey, Day 12

All the days of the desponding and afflicted are made evil by anxious

thoughts and feelings, but he who has a glad heart

has a continual feast, regardless the circumstances.

Proverbs 15:15

Evil forebodings, negative thoughts that will poison my outlook and rob my ability to enjoy life. These Evil forebodings come from difficult circumstances, trials and hard times and if we focus on and allow these thoughts to become our standard then all we will have are ornery, cranky, stinken thinken. Now with that said, I have to tell you, I had a real good day, this 12th day of my journey, I feel good, I fought the evil forebodings. I focused on my guide and the heaping helpings of the Holy Spirit.

Till Next Time, God's Blessings

Jackie

This Journey, Day 11

Each day I stay focused on God.... this is a good day.

Each day I focus of myself...it becomes a trial.

When the girls would back into the box to rope, I could almost read their faces and tell you how they were going to rope. Most of the time they would back into the box and have a look of confidence, not the "oh yeah, I'm good" look, but the look of I have a great God, I have been practicing and I know with His strength I will rope this calf......then there was the "Gelled over Look" that said, if you ask me my name....I may not give you the right answer. I'm scared and I can't remember what I am doing, and have you seen my momma? That would happen when they had been roping real tough for awhile, or they were not being as respectful to their parents or each other as they should of been. Taking our focus off God will do that to me every time. Focusing on God doesn't mean there won't be trials, it just means, He will lead you through them Victorious.

We must suffer to grow, we must lean on Him for direction He is our guide.

But only if He is at the top of our thinking.

And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.

1 Peter 5:10

Till Next Time, God's Blessings

Jackie

My Journey, Day 10

Day 10

Seeing more and more of God's grace in my day.

So very thankful for His ways, even the hard ones.

The way He is working things in my life and the life of my children to draw us all closer to him. I am amazed at how much He loves us.

Beautiful Lord, wonderful Saviour

I know for sure all of my days are held in Your hand

Crafted into Your perfect plan
You gently call me into Your presence

Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit,

teach me dear Lord To live all of my life through your eyes
I’m captured by Your holy calling

Set me apart, I know You’re drawing me to Yourself

Lead me Lord, I pray
Take me, mold me, use me, fill me

I give my life to the Potter’s hand

Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me

I give my life, to the Potter’s hand (click to hear song)

Awesome words to an awesome song, but better than that. A promise from the King.

Each day my journey become a little more easy, only if I keep my focus off myself and on my guide.

Till Next Time, God's Blessings

Jackie

My Journey, Day 9

This Journey....Day 9,

Spent a quiet day, thinking back on the years

we spent hauling the girls to rodeos and jackpots.

Making new friends and strengthening the ties with old friends.

We became like one BIG family, my kids were encouraged and loved by other parents and I claimed their kids as my own. If need be, I would haul, feed or give another kid a place to sleep. Our motel rooms was like a help-your-self, your-welcome-here house. Girls and guys alike would want to be around to play in the pool, play cards with the girls' dad, or eat and they were welcome. Just as my kids were at their folk's place....

Today we got the sad news that one of those good kids was killed in a car accident this morning. A real good kid, and it shook us all up. I can't even imagine what his folks and brother are going through. He was known all over for His bullriden abilities and that He loved the Lord.

This tragedy got me to thinking how quickly things can change, how one minute we are here and the next gone, like a vapor. I wonder what will I be doing when my Father calls me home, will it be Glorifying to him? Will I be arguing with a family member? Will I be angry at the time I take my last breath? Or will it be during that all day struggle of a case of the "what about Me's?" What ever the case, I must abide in Christ, Press toward the mark, Be a light and Spread the News that it doesn't matter how you go, but that you know for a fact where you are going.

Sure everyone will miss this young man, but I know we will see him again, resting at our Fathers feet, where there is room for everyone.

We don't have to live everyday in fear of the future, but live it in the knowledge that we have been bought by the blood of Christ and nothing can snatch from His hands.

Till Next Time, God's Blessings

Jackie

My Journey, Day 8

This journey, Day 8

One of the purpose for my journey, is to be more aware of my thoughts.....

Is what I am thinking uplifting and positive?

Is it Glorify to God?
Is it something I would say in front of my momma?

I fought this today, about a certain ex-member of our family

and the way he has treated our daughter,

for the way he cares, (or doesn't care) for our precious granddaughter

when she is with him. For the way that the "System" has let us down.

I had a small fall-apart to one of my favorite daughters and

caught myself battling a feeling that I have had for along time.

The Holy Spirit convicted me and I asked for forgiveness.

And then I realized that she is in the arms of her Awesome Sovereign Father and nothing can swipe her from His hands. This little girl sings praise songs and prays to Jesus. I will continue to turn her over to the Lord as I do all of my grand babies. Trusting Him for their health and safety. And Praying that someday they will, each one, except Him as Savior.

So as I usually do, I fell in love with a Praise Song that I hope you will be encouraged by.

My New "Favorite New Song"

SAFE

Click here to listen

by

Phil Wickam

To the one who's dreams are falling all apart

And all you're left with is a tired and broken heart

I can tell by your eyes you think your on your own but you're not all alone

Have you heard of the One who can calm the raging seas

Give sight to the blind, pull the lame up to their feet

With a love so strong He'll never let you go oh you're not alone
Chorus:

You will be safe in His arms

You will be safe in His arms
'Cause the hands that hold the world are holding your heart

This is the promise He made

He will be with You always

When everything is falling apart

You will be safe in His arms

Verse 2:

Did you know that the voice that brings the dead to life

is the very same voice that calls you to rise

So hear Him now He's calling you home You will never be alone

Bridge:

These are the hands that built the mountains the hands that calm the seas
These are the arms that hold the heavens they are holding you and me
These are hands that healed the leper Pulled the lame up to their feet

These are the arms that were nailed to a cross to break our chains and set us free

Till Next Time, Be Safe in His Arms

Jackie

What is on your mind….

The seventh day of my journey I caught myself dwelling on my journey and not on the guide of myjourney. In the first 5 days I just wanted to make sure I was trying to be more aware of my actions and praying for God’s amazing grace for not each day,

but each moment.

I became more and more tired and weary as the 4th, 5th, and 6th days passed.
What am I going to do? I asked myself? Well duh, take your worries to your Father......Purpose to remember that this journey is first to glorify Him and then to cause me to mature in my walk.

I want you Father, to be the center of my thinking.

I really do mean that, but I have to admit that I do have days that

I struggle, no I mean really...
Here I am, day 7 almost gone and feeling more focused each day. Continually capturing each negative thought and looking ahead to the days that I will learn to trade my trying for trusting and rest in His arms.
Thank each one of your for praying me for the first week. I pray that each of you have sought more time with the Savior, feeding on His word, seeking His face and His will for you, drawing ever so close to the one who loves us more than we can only imagine.

Till Next TIme, God's Blessings

Jackie

My Journey, Day 6........

Still struggling with being tired.

But felt lifted this afternoon.

I am more and more encouraged by God's word and His little blessings.

Calls from my daughter or encouraging notes.

Thanks girls, I love you to the moon.

Todd and I are still doing the Battlefield of the Mind Bible Study, what a great study.

I love to study God's word and Joyce Meyer really knows the word.

Get one for your own.

Till Next Time, God's Blessings

Jackie

My Journey, day 5......

Holy Cow!

I am dragging my wagon. I have been so tired all day long. And I have a ronchie headache.

Still pressing on. Getting in the word and trying to shine. Appreciate the prayers girls.

If you have a request for me I would be pleased to pray for you, just leave it in a comment.

Till Next Time, God's Blessings

Jackie